I ain't Simone 'clearness-in-and-for-itself' de Beauvoir.
I certainly didn't suspect that you were. Not sure what Simone de Beauvoir has to do with the fact that you wrote in way that was unclear.
The point of posting is to communicate ideas. If you don't communicate clearly, and don't care about communicating clearly, then what are you doing -- simply engaging in the physical exercise of pressing fingers against a keyboard?