Is this a boo hoo story by someone who wishes she did not exist? My mom was heterosexual, my dad was homosexual, and somehow I came to be and life was horrible and I wish I were never born.
If only my dad could have married one of his many man loves, then my life would have been so much better. just wow.
If she's going to stick by her tale that her daddy was physically disgusted by women yet raised 4 children, perhaps she is bemoaning never coming to know her REAL dad.