Your’re certainly not alone.....I and many like me have fought the same battle you are fighting now. Even though its been several yrs. since I stopped smoking, I could smoke one now as long as my leg and enjoy it.
I quit because I knew it was something I had to do but I still enojoy the aroma of smoke filled rooms.
Hang in there, your’re gonna win some battles and lose some but atleast ur’re trying and that’s a step in the right direction.
That verse you quote from the book of Romans is one of my favorites....!
God bless and hang in three, you can and will do it, I can just tell.......!
I have never regretted quiting..
our son entered his third year of college, came home and informed us he got his ‘cadaver’ to work on for that year, said the guy was only 56, and all his organs were as healthy as hell, except for his charcoal burned lungs, said he was really sad for the guys family.