Ever since she got the yellow note, she has been holding on to that program.. she put the note down on the left side of her .
The note said “stop blinking, the Freepers are mocking you.”
She probably pre-arranged for that post-it to be given to her when the camera was trained on her, and now she’s going thru her theatrics to make it look like she’s got heavy burdens to carry.
It’s probably a grocery list.