Just did a quick google on the screenname and came up with only one site... An Ex-Pentecostal Message Board...
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General Discussion - Message Board - ezboard.com - 9:16pm
From the Cradle to Enslave - Music Video, 3, 61, nghtmrchld26 ... Controversy over college parties - Hey Mister, 1, 52, nghtmrchld26, 10/8/07 8:12 pm ...
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Azusa Street Survivors - Message Board - ezboard.com
by: bootsiebabe, nghtmrchld26. Hot topic Pentecostal Megachurch? ... by: nghtmrchld26, nghtmrchld26. Hot topic standup comedy and legalism ...
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Azusa Street Survivors - Message Board - ezboard.com
A friend’s experience of growing up in The Nightmare, 0, 61, 9/30/07 9:53 pm, nghtmrchld26. Good notes for those who recently left Pente/charismatics ...
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Azusa Street Survivors - Message Board - ezboard.com
by: nghtmrchld26, Lutherius. Hot topic Pentecostal couple has 17th child ( 1 2 ), 23, 349, 8/12/07 2:25 pm by: choo, buggerhead ...
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by: bootsiebabe, nghtmrchld26. Hot topic My YWAM Horror Story ( 1 2 3 ), 54, 1037, 8/23/07 11:12 am by: sahara green, sahara green ...
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Soap Operas
nghtmrchld26. Friend Posts: 4 (1/14/07 7:14 pm) Reply, Re: Soap Operas ... nghtmrchld26. Friend Posts: 5 (1/15/07 8:09 am) Reply, Re: Soap Operas ...
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Ex Pentecostal Forums - Message Board - ezboard.com
5 visitors in the last 15 minutes: 2 Members - 3 Guests - 0 Anonymous. · nghtmrchld26 · bootsiebabe. Back to Ex Pentecostal Forums | Active Members List ...
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Frozen - Music video
Posted By:, nghtmrchld26 Friend. Posted At:, 8/8/07 7:56 pm. Reply. This video had a powerful impact on me Frozen - Madonna www.youtube.com/watch?v=2zgOxw- ...
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Cabbage Patch Dolls
nghtmrchld26. Friend Posts: 34 (6/16/07 9:14 pm) ... Edited by: nghtmrchld26 at: 6/16/07 9:15 pm. stubborn envelope. exPc Fan Posts: 496 (6/17/07 11:05 am) ...
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another sleepless night
nghtmrchld26. Friend Posts: 7 (3/4/07 8:41 pm) ... Edited by: nghtmrchld26 at: 3/5/07 7:03 pm. lozza. Musical Mantric Posts: 1260 (3/5/07 3:40 am) ...
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Hmmm... Had problems accessing FR for a few minutes.
I did a quick read through on several threads at that forum. It appears that an alert member saw a post entitled, “You Christians Brought This Upon Yourselves”, in which the poster talked about killing people, and not caring if he himself was killed. The alert member contacted a mod on the site, who then contacted the FBI.
( http://p223.ezboard.com/Moderator-Please-contact-me-asap/fexpentecostalforumsfrm7.showMessage?topicID=2044.topic )
The posts referred to have been archived, but the FBI does have access to the posts, and according to the moderators of the site they have been in contact with the FBI personally and the FBI is investigating.
( http://p223.ezboard.com/NMC-Thread-was-Announcement/fexpentecostalforumsfrm7.showMessage?topicID=2046.topic & http://p223.ezboard.com/What-happened-for-those-who-dont-know-/fexpentecostalforumsfrm7.showMessage?topicID=2045.topic )
Some of his past posts that are (I guess WERE now — this changed since starting to write this post) still available point to a very seriously troubled young man who spoke of self-injury as well...
( It looks like Google is catching up now and deleting some of the cached content... I can no long find the links to the poetry he posted).
There is talk about what he alleges happened at the Youth Mission as well. One of the announcement threads contains a link to the allegations again YWMC.
Here is what is on his profile page copied from the message board site:
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That adds another significant bit of info.
IF his parents and home growing up were Pentecostal/Charismatic and strict . . .
the dynamics could be intense.
1. Guilt over homosexual feelings exacerbated by a possibly workaholic dad who was likely at least toooo emotionally distant to help the son really reach out and overcome successfully . . .
2. Not able/willing to measure up in terms of the reference group’s spirituality . . .
3. Not experiencing God’s confirmation—in part because of anger and rebellion born out of the distance between self and dad . . .
4. At some point gets his emotional, sexual energies tweaked by rock music . . .
5. Gets into the “voices” . . . demonic forces flooding in through rock and various other channels . . .
6. Increasingly feels distant from childhood primary reference group . . . is rejected by the YWAM org group he may have TRIED significantly to fit into . . . staff may have not known how to handle him and let him slip through the cracks without high enough ranking; trained enough; discerning enough staff being alert enough and taking the problems serious enough to get the kid the deliverance or whatever other treatments he needed . . .
7. The anger that’s been there from childhood is now tweaked on several levels and dimensions by
A) inner psychodynamics
B) social isolation forces
C) demonic forces
D) possibly drug influences
. . .
What an “accident” waiting to happen!