I feel sort of objective about it. Like watching history. This is the way it's going to be and I can't do a thing about it at the moment. Sure hope something comes along to give me some hope. Hope is a commodity in short supply right now.
YOU KNOW WE WILL COME BACK... we just have to take it one step at the time. It's just like a death in the family... this is time for grieving... it's ok to be sad, ambivalent or even depressed... for some time... then we'll snap back, you'll see :)