I am devoutely Christian, and lean toward "Somehow, God did it!", but my preference is ALWAYS to know the truth. I disbelieve Evolution because of the tactics of its supporters. If Evolution is the correct answer, I would prefer that I be convinced of it.
At one point the Church said the Earth was the center of the universe, scientists said "Uh........no." Scientist were right.
You mean their search for the truth and an understanding of how we came to be?
Regardless, it sounds like your 'disbelief' is based on your religious indoctrination and not on the physical evidence.