Right there is your problem Bud.
Call your sponser, You need to find a meeting.
Once again...your emotions get in the way of your logic and rational arguing abilities.
All you can do when you get frustrated is focus on my Freeper name. then you get soooo frustrated, you get THAT wrong. The "recovery" is about moving from a hippie way of looking at politics (ie liberal) to a conservative way...taking the cue from David Horowitz.