subsequebt post from others explain it to you....my guess is that you were a supplicant of the 10# or less, and are now too willing to bear the responsibility "sucking" as you describe........not all of us did it.....just some.....assune whatever blame YOU geel you deserve, but please don't try to divide it evenly amongst the rest of us.
Whatever you are trying to say there...........good luck
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