Your response seemed perfectly normal to me, given the shock of what you were witnessing. Since some of us on here know you more than others, those that don’t seemed to be questioning you on it. Such is the problem with the internet. People react differently to things. Some want to scream and cry out at a tragedy looking for comfort, others will come over with sticks and marshmallows. Hopefully the latter will be lucky not to experience your travails as of late.
I can’t even wrap my brain around the “latter “.
Everyone’s sorrow becomes some of mine.