Yes, we can start over. Everyone should get a 2nd chance, including you and I.
I'm usually the last person to get grouchy with other people. I've been very stressed and concerned about Mae and not getting much sleep because of it. This has made me more easily irritated lately, especially on this thread. Because I posted this thread intending for it to be an action thread, not a place for debates. That's why a got grumpy with some of the posters who seemed to be more interested in debating the situation rather than researching it or trying to help. I'm not mad at anyone or holding any grudges, though.
I'll feel much better when all is well with Mae. Then I can return to being my doofy happy-go-lucky self again.