"Yes, but in God's way and timing, not ours."
I wouldn't want it any other way.
In my heart I would :-). But I must exercise patience and try to discern which way the heavenly winds are blowing after this horror ends. Which will never end in my mind so long as I am not pvs, make that "light coma".
I have no medical training whatsoever, and I never bought the pvs BS.