Remember, God tends to select His biggest screw ups for His most important work.
Moses murdered an Egyptian before God picked him to lead the people out of Egypt. Even then, Moses argued with God about doing it.
Look at Saul who persecuted Christians and was present at the Sanhedrin when Steven was stoned to death, and he became Paul, the greatest evangelist in Christianity.
Or Peter who cut off the slave’s ear and denied Jesus three times. God made him the father of the church...
“Remember, God tends to select His biggest screw ups for His most important work...”
In that case, He must have something BIG for me! :)