That is Spiritually Impossible. To start with what I Experienced was intense Love that was off the charts. That is what God is, God is Love. The Golden rays that hit me I know now was the Holy Spirit. Since then I have been able understand people and a lot of time what going on in their hearts.
Satan rejected Gods love and Authority and cast along with his followers out of Heaven and into hell. Satan is pure hate and anger and very cold darkness. I was taught Satan knows the Bible better than anyone and he (devil)uses it to pollute the minds of unsuspecting people.
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