Umm, it's pretty obvious you are not up to cutting the mustard around here. I suggest you bow out and maybe get your caseworker to enroll you in a sheltered workshop somewhere. Oh, and don't forget to take your meds again.
You seem to be one sick hombre. Once again I ask you - did God tell you differently? When did you last confer with Him regarding Rick Santorum’s political career?
One day, you will stand in front of God and be judged for your life, thoughts and deeds. If you don’t believe this - then you have a 50/50 chance of being wrong, don’t you? Not very good odds, IMO. However, I believe from your post that you think that people who claim to hear from God are mentally ill, or retarded. Yes, that was in reference to your sheltered workshop statement. Shame on you!!