He deserves to have you do this for him. (Luke 7:4)
The centurions messengers extolled his generosity. Though not a Jew, this soldier paid for the building of their synagogue. Surely he deserved this favor. Surely Jesus would heal his servant.
As soon as the centurion realized how his request had been conveyed, he hastened to make an important correction. He was fully aware that Jesus didnt owe him anything. His only claim was his great need, not his worthiness. He didnt want to inconvenience the Master, who must have had more important things to do. Rather, he simply cast himself on Jesus mercy. He knew that this rabbi had the power to heal from a distance simply by speaking a word of command.
Jesus was happy to heal this mans servant, and he held the man up to others as a remarkable example of faith. However, maybe he was a little disappointed as well. It was not Jesus habit to use intermediaries to help people. Maybe Jesus wanted to enter under the mans roof. Sure, he could have accomplished everything the centurion asked for with just a quick word, but he wanted so much more! Maybe he wanted to look into his eyes and help bring him closer to the one true God. Maybe he wanted to ask what the centurion understood about Judaism, what attracted him and made him so eager to support it. Maybe he wanted to talk about how he had come to fulfill the deepest longings of the mans heart, not just to heal his servant.
With our newly revised and translated missal, we have the privilege of echoing the centurions words every time we approach the Eucharistic table. But we shouldnt stop there. We know that we are not worthy of so great a redemption, but at the same time we also know that Jesus loves to enter under our roof and bring us to a deep experience of fellowship with him.
So open the door of your heart to the Lord today. Dont think you have to limit yourself to asking Jesus to do something good for you. Instead, linger in his presence, and ask him to reveal his heart to you more fully. Let him speak words that heal your heart and soul!
Lord, I am amazed that you want to unite yourself with me. Since we are under the same roof, I want to dwell in your love today.
1 Corinthians 11:17-26, 33; Psalm 40:7-10, 17