I feel pretty much the same way. My country is being dismantled under my feet. There’s nothing I can do about it, and I see no one in public life with the ability to stop it.
At my age, I have no entrepreneurial or career ambitions. I will be content to live in poverty in Obama housing and get my necessities at an Obama store. I have a couple of hobbies.
OTOH: What I actually expect to happen is much, much worse. I.e., hyperinflation and random ObamaViolence against whites—Zimbabwe—rather than a gray, drab existence in the style of Communist Poland.
I have long felt like I am in a lifeboat with idiots shooting holes in the bottom of the boat, and for the life of me I can’t get them to stop it. We are all in the same boat and I am stuck with the consequences of their actions, shooting holes in the boat as the water rushes in. I’m bailing and screaming “stop shooting the boat” while they blast away with glee, completely ignorant why the boat is filling with water and what they are doing to cause it.
Yes, I feel helpless, hopeless and powerless. We are all only in God’s hands now. Man is our enemy. At this point,there is nothing to do but pray to God and apologize to your children for failing to preserve liberty.