Think hard about the times when you believe "God" stepped in and took a hand to get you through whatever particular problem you were having in being provided for at the time.
My guess is, that the provisioning happened through the auspices of another human being...not "God".
It isn't "something" that appeared in your "darkest hour", it was someone.
The streets are full of those for whom that someone never happened and who were unwilling or unable to provide for themselves.
Hop to it! Yer burnin' daylite!
Don’t think that I’m just sitting around hoping that God will come save me. Yes, I do provide for myself. But in a mental state — worrying about finances and trying to fit the model of financial success that Dave Ramsey sets up (mainly to sell his product and theory), once I put my Trust in Him, all things worked out. And always will.