"What a waste it is to lose one's mind. Or not to have a mind is being very wasteful. How true that is."
Posted on 01/27/2007 8:27:07 AM PST by nuconvert
Amnesia victim wandered for 25 days
JAMIE STENGLE, Associated Press Writer
Jan 26, 2007
DALLAS - Joe Bieger walked out his front door with his two dogs one morning last fall a beloved husband, father, grandfather and assistant high school athletic director. Minutes later, all of that, indeed, his very identity, would seemingly be wiped from his brain's hard drive.
For 25 days, he wandered the streets of Dallas and its environs a lost soul, unable to remember his name, what he did for a living, or where he lived, until, finally, a contractor who was building a new house for Bieger and his wife happened to recognize him.
By that point, Bieger had somehow made his way to a suburb about 20 miles from his Dallas home, holes worn in the rubber soles of his canvas shoes. He had lost 25 pounds, and a full white beard covered the normally clean-shaven educator's face.
Bieger, 59, says he was diagnosed afterward as suffering from psychogenic fugue, an extremely rare form of amnesia.
Now reunited with his family and back at work, Bieger agreed to tell his story to The Associated Press.
Bieger says he has regained all his memories up to the point he wandered away, and is amazed at the outpouring of support he received from friends, co-workers and the hundreds of volunteers who helped search for him on the streets, at hospitals and in homeless shelters and soup kitchens.
"Everyone believes that God brought me back for a reason, otherwise this might have ended differently," he says. "God wants me here to work with these students."
Bieger is under the care of a doctor who specializes in such cases. And his cell phone now includes a GPS tracking device.
But more than three months after the episode, he says he has only vague memories of those days on the streets of Dallas, one of America's most crime-ridden cities.
He recalls being stopped and frisked by police officers, who were looking for a suspect in a holdup at a pizzeria. There was also a smoky bowling alley. He remembers waking up cold on a playground, wearing shorts and a T-shirt with fall temperatures dropping into the 50s. Another time, he says, he awoke under a construction trailer.
He says he cannot recall what he ate to survive. But when he was found, he had jelly packets from a fast-food restaurant in his pockets and half a stale bagel.
Witnesses and police accounts fill in a few other gaps in Bieger's journey.
Bieger's dogs were found running loose within a few hours of his disappearance. About two weeks later, some homeless people told searchers they had seen a man matching Bieger's description near a Sam's Club store close to his home.
Over the next several days, he apparently crossed busy streets and interstate highways to the Dallas suburb of Plano, several miles north of Dallas. Not long after that, he was spotted at a church carnival in Plano.
Gwen Brooks, executive administrator at Shiloh Missionary Baptist Church, says the man claimed he had lost his keys and asked if he could search the bushes.
"He didn't look out of the ordinary at that time," says Brooks, adding that everyone assumed he was part of a Habitat for Humanity construction crew working nearby.
Bieger's ordeal finally drew to a close on Oct. 30, in the suburb of Carrollton.
Mike Phillips, a construction foreman, spotted a man wandering close to the site where Bieger was having a new home built. Phillips thought the man might be Bieger, but he couldn't be sure.
"Joe, Joe!" Phillips yelled, and then asked the man if he knew his name.
Bieger replied that his name must be Joe.
Did he know his last name? Phillips asked.
"No, I don't guess I do," Bieger said.
As the two men spoke, memories slowly came back, Bieger says. It took about two hours to come out of the fog.
"It wasn't instantaneous," Bieger says. "Over some period of time I began to realize who I was."
In September, before he wandered off, he had experienced two episodes of amnesia that lasted only a few hours, and so his wife of 37 years, Patricia, had an idea of what happened to him after he vanished. She says that during the ordeal, she always believed her husband was alive.
Nevertheless, "there were days when I just wanted to give up," she says. The Sunday before he was found was her lowest point. "I said, `Lord, I can't do this anymore. You just have to send my husband home,'" she says.
Dana Ames, director of a search team that looked for Bieger, says: "We knew that his intellect should still be intact, so his survival skills were going to kick in and it was a matter of time to find him."
No one seems to know exactly how many others are afflicted with psychogenic fugues, or what the precise underlying causes are. Victims may lose all memory of themselves, family or friends, but otherwise seem to function normally and can perform routine tasks. Many experience an urge to move constantly from place to place. Most victims eventually regain their memories, though it can take days and sometimes years.
Psychogenic fugues can be triggered by stress or unresolved conflict, according to experts. But Dr. John Hart Jr., president of the behavioral neurology section of the American Academy of Neurology, says researchers are trying to determine why some people might be more susceptible than others.
"It's among the rarest of the dissociative disorders," says Dr. David Spiegel, associate chairman of psychiatry at Stanford University.
Bieger's return to the Highlands School, a 400-student Roman Catholic institution, was marked by a student assembly and tears of joy.
"Just to see him and see that he was OK, the children were euphoric," says Denise Funke, a coordinator at the school.
He's lucky to be alive.
Wow.
If it were me my butt would be in the pew every Sunday after that till the day I died...
If you haven't, go to the link and click on the picture and read the caption next to it.
Yep, that says it all doesn't it?
I've only read TMWMHWFAH, but I'm going to read more of his work. Fascinating indeed.
and
Psychogenic Fugue: is that one of Bach's compositions?
What happened to the dogs?
I did that in college ... a lot. But it was in Cleveland. I think.
(Or perhaps; the prayers of his wife and family; friends. . .moved him along safely and towards home.)
Gives me hope that I can forget my ex.
You asked it first.
(thanks for nuthin - mutts!)
"Bieger's dogs were found running loose within a few hours of his disappearance."
Must have been a couple "little rat dogs". A Shepard or Lab would never leave you in a time of trouble...
Thanks for the recommendation of the that book. Here is one that I picked up on Amazon used that was recommended also and it is incredible. It gave me a whole new perspective on how the human mind works.
OF TWO MINDS BY FREDERIC SCHIFFER, M.D.
I suggest "An Anthropologist On Mars".
"A Leg to Stand On" is a personal journey for Sacks, dealing with his own injury, survival and recovery.
Also, you might like books by V. S. Ramachandran, which include "Phantoms in the Brain", cowritten with Oliver Sacks.
You're welcome, and I'll check it out.
Thanks! This is becoming a very profitable thread.
"What a waste it is to lose one's mind. Or not to have a mind is being very wasteful. How true that is."
I hate lousy melodramatic media writers.
Yeah, that was silly. Just because he couldn't remember who he was, doesn't mean he became a 3 year old and forgot how to cross the street.
his cell phone now includes a GPS tracking device...
Jeez - no more trips to the best little whorehouse in Texas for him.
One of my patients slipped in and out of fugue states as a result of seizure activity resulting from a workplace accident in which a pile of bricks fell on his head.
I think I played the psychogenic Fugue on a G-string once, but I forget...."
This sounds strange....Almost like that female who did something similar a week before her wedding, when they had the whole country out looking for her, cause she couldn't figure out any way to back out of the wedding as that late date.
I can't help but wonder if this is genuine.
Flame away....
Interesting story. There are lots of testimonials out there regarding spiritual phenomenon, which also touch upon similar lapses. It's an interesting topic to study, not merely from a soulish or secular psychiatric perspective, but more importantly from the perspective of a believer through faith in Christ, grasping the roles of each person of the Godhead who perform different works and indwelling within the believer.
I don't remember that story. It probably got more coverage in Texas.
From the title, I thought this was another story about Hillary and her Rose Lawfirm billing records.
It is available for free pdf download at the url, as well as being a book.
LOL The story is just a tad too neat and tidy for me.
I like that.
Would like to know if hypnosis is ever used here to 'capture' the missing pieces here. Seems it would be an interesting challenge. Wondering if these symtons have any correlation to 'multiple personality' as well.
What happens in Las Vegas, stays in Las Vegas?
And, like a like true man, he was too proud to stop and ask for directions. :-)
Bieger replied that his name must be Joe.
Did he know his last name? Phillips asked.
"No, I don't guess I do," Bieger said. ..."
Why in the world did the contractor ask Joe if he knew his own name?
The Psychogenic Fugues would be a great name for a rock band.
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