You don’t know me, military vet, three letter agency work, lifetime in defense in various unhealthy situations in various unhealthy parts of the world. Survivalist, networked with nuclear, biomedical community and know plans at all levels. Very well prepared and forgot more than you could ever know about how to survive anything from insurgency, nukes, engineered retrovirus, floods... If I gotta go it ain’t to the gulag, it is to the grave and I ain’t going alone...
You’re more likely to be killed by a drunk driver or slipping in your bathtub than anything you think you’re prepared for. Idealism is only as valuable as it is practical. You, by your own choice, are no longer useful. Why are you here?