‘I’m Not a Perve,’ Says Weirdo Who Proposed to Girl, 8

A FRENCH loon who proposed to an eight-year-old Irish girl has whined: I’m no pervert.

Weirdo Hubert Noditza, 35, was booted out of Ireland for ten years after camping on a mountain so he could watch the child via her bedroom window.

He had initially been invited to stay with the family but was kicked out because of his behaviour — before pitching a tent on Carrauntoohill, Co Kerry, in January 2010. His trial that year heard he was caught peering in the girl’s window while her parents were out and when confronted, he assaulted her father.

He had sent multiple texts to the child’s mother professing his love for the young girl.

One of the messages said the child was “the only one with whom I felt like living forever”. Another said: “Some people might call it madness. No, it’s just love, unless love is madness... I’m not a psycho.”

The deranged perv has now launched his own website, where he offers a rambling version of what happened.

He insists the texts suggesting he marry the child were sent by someone else from his mobile.

His website even claims: “She was not the first child to love me and I never took and never thought about taking the opportunity to abuse them and the trust of the parents towards me, even for the eight-year-old girl in question, who declared her love for me!”

After leaving Ireland, Noditza turned up in Scotland, where he was nabbed for simulating a sex act in front of tourists.

Dude rambles like a crazed man:

ABOUT THE DIFFERENT PEOPLE WHO GOT ME (Hubert Noditza) IN TROUBLE, especially these people: From the 9th of May to the 4th of July 2009, in Southern Ireland (co. Kerry) I stayed at some Christian people's (whom I liked and helped and seemed to like me) I thought the experience could only be positive and enriching (and I thought that they thought that as well...) I was helping around with the garden mainly (digging, planting, sowing, pulling out weeds...) He's an artist from Ireland and Australia and she is from Michigan, USA; they have 5 children (a boy (3yo then), a girl (8yo then), a girl (12yo then), a boy (14yo then), a girl (17yo then) After 2-3 weeks(*) staying at theirs (living-room and then caravan) they told me that I could stay as long as I needed and then, they said to me: "We prayed and saw the figure of 8 weeks!" (!?) (meaning that I could only stay at theirs for a total of 8 weeks) After I had to leave (mainly because they already have hardly enough space for themselves) I stayed in this very beautiful area (also indeed (one of if not) THE least polluted area in Europe), camping close to theirs, as they live near Carantoohill, top of Ireland (in the MacGillyCuddy reeks, camping by a river flowing from there was a real great pleasure!) but I was far from thinking that they wouldn't like it, as they liked me and I wasn't harassing them or even bothering them by showing up while coming from and going to my tent. I was far from imagining so much disdain and hypocrisis, twisted actions and inconsideration about my future... An example that shows how they liked me is that after a few weeks I stayed at theirs (towards the end of May then), they said they wanted to include me into a family trip to Australia. I have found out that they were concerned quite possibly mainly because while staying at theirs, I saw a then 12yo boy (one of the then 14yo boy's best friends) and the then 8yo girl both experimenting something that normally only grown-ups experiment together... The then 12yo boy is one of the then 8yo girl's then 14yo brother's best friend and his mum is one of the then 8yo girl's mum's best friends. I also saw another friend of the 15yo brother who was harassing her (1/1/2010). Maybe some of you might have suspicions but I didn't watch it nor made them do it... maybe some wd have and think I shd have but I am sorry: I am not as nosy as some people!! I didn't report anything to the Authorities as I didn't want them to be in trouble: imagine! Put yourselves in my shoes: would YOU report it if you saw underage sex happen at your friends, relatives...? It is already quite a SENSITIVE and TABOO subject even when it doesn't actually happen to you or when you don't see it yourself, even though you all know these things go on and happen everyday in the world, don't you?! Quite a lot of people (maybe some of you reading this) have experimented it b4 (or would (have) like(d) 2 experiment it! Known and suspected underage sex is only the very tip ("easy preys") of a very big iceberg (not easy preys...)! as it usually involves an adult (who is less likely to get caught than a young boy, unfairly...) and most people don’t broadcast themselves and don’t get caught... I told the Garda (police in Ireland) (only last March, during and after the Court case, as I had already told about it to the parents...) but they didn't seem to find it really bad and even less an emergency! I told them I had told the parents then (in June last year) but I never dared to tell them (the parents) what I had exactly seen: we (the parents and I) only talked about the "risks" of leaving them (the then 8yo girl and the then 12yo boy) on their own. And they pretended not to remember that they were left on their own in the house... (twice at least, when I was staying at theirs) The mum feinted a surprise: "When was that??" taking an astonished expression on purpose (quite certainly to make me think that she didn't want them to be left on their own, as if it was a big mistake...) Therefore, even more because of that sort of hypocritical "When was that??", I really felt that they (at least the mum of the then 8yo girl) kind of encouraged it. Even the Garda only said: "It's something that goes on..." and "What can we do about it?" or "It's none of (y)our business"... I only agree with the last sentence! Also they borrowed my mobile and sent weird texts to themselves saying that I wanted to marry their then 8yo daughter. (I like fairy tales but I don't believe in them really, do u? I think they do. Anyway she (and most 8yo girls) have passed the age of playing the ballet dancing & singing princesses) I must admit the parents and I talked about marriage (not marriage with their daughter(s) though!!) and I said it is extremely important for me especially as I want to have children! (*)And one important thing is that after around 2-3 weeks I had stayed at theirs (towards the end of May 2009) as some people in their church googled my name, they saw the articles written about the Fashion show incident of Aberdeen (April 2009, see further below(**)) Becoming paranoid, the dad also said that I assaulted him and went into their property. I went into their garden to get my hat back but I never assaulted him! He had threatened me and become angry several times (I must admit that perhaps I got on his nerves a little bit sometimes) but I never assaulted them nor even threatened them, not even swore at them.Regarding assault, I would never assault anyone unless I was assaulted and I couldn't escape, but that's just DEFENCE, NOT ASSAULT! All this certainly comes from one of the most common vicious circles: lack of sleep (as well as proper food and other good things...), which makes people more likely to be paranoid, which makes people more likely to have sleeping problems, which makes people more likely to be paranoid... and so on, it escalates! They were already tired when I first met them. The dad told me he wakes up at night (to pray)... and also when I told him about proper food and supplements (like vitamins and some good Mannatech products...), he replied that only the Holy (or Wholly?) Spirit can make us good... Yes, I hope so, but in order for "It" to make us good, I think that, logically, first of all, we should be SATISFIED and FREE from all basic needs (like sleep, proper food and other good things: first of all, being with the right friends and ?wife/husband? (or sexual partners if u r polygamous...)) And anyway, if some people like them want to try and think what other people (for example me...) think (and then even want to tell it and write it and have it broadly broadcasted!) without making important mistakes and misunderstandings, quite logically they should first of all wait until they have satisfied all these basic needs so that they are well enough to do so, should they not? They are not "super humans" (nor super (evil) spirits (if any)) who wouldn't need to sleep (eat, drink, etc) enough in order to be well, are they?? Also the dad being an artist might have taken drugs b4 (and alcohol) {[Whether or not u believe in a Creator, it helps enjoy the Creation! It helps remove the intoxications of our body & soul, life & love! Amen! Hallelujah!]} and there4 created needs that he can't really satisfy any longer for several reasons... which unavoidably leads to withdrawal symptoms and very often sleeping problems. Also as we all receive so much love & affection (some of YOU would say too much of it) when we are children that then we kind of end up falling from high when we realise all the hatred in the world. This as well is a kind of need that is created while in childhood and at a young age and that cannot be satisfied again when we become adults (especially not living with children but even parents living with the children); it is their case even more as their parents live in the US and Australia, so please bear that in mind. I suppose they gradually made up these more and more serious excuses, at least to make me move on... When asked in Court whether at anytime the injured party had feared me, he replied "no". Therefore, either he was being hypocritical or he (they) is (are) among the people who really want to (annoy me and) kind of ruin my life or let my life be ruined at least messed up (by the bias of some journalists, editors, publishers and other Press staff) I also had problems with other people (outside Ireland, mainly in Britain) for causing concerns because of misunderstandings, people being overcautious towards me (because they didn't really know me and all what we hear about people offending children!) One example I remember is that in 2006, some Christian people in Blackpool WROTE a statement to the Police saying that I took some pictures of children in a park WHERE THERE ARE CCTVs: I would never do that unless they were mine or I was asked to! Who do u think the "authorities" believe? I was never convicted of child offending and I never actually offended anyone (even less a child) and I don't have the intention to! But I am not like Jesus-Christ either who didn’t (try to find the the right people to) properly defend himself. I have references from positions (particularly as an au pair) where I was on my own with a child or several children. This then 8yo girl was not the first girl that age I was on my own with (whether they were children of people who had heard of me or my relatives before (for example, some French families where I am from) or children of British or Irish families, who didn't know me from Adam not even my relatives or acquaintances, so these families wouldn't be "biased" for giving character references), she was not the first child to love me and I never took and never thought about taking the opportunity to abuse them and the trust of the parents towards me, even for the 8yo girl in question who declared her love towards me! (she etched in front of me our initials and 2 broken hearts on a board, later used by her brother and I for the vegetable garden fence... doesn't that show how much she (wanted to show me that she) loved me??) I want to have children myself and I don't want anyone to abuse my children. I do to ppl what I want them to do to me (or what I wdn't mind them to do to me) And some women who were indecently touched (lawfully said "sexually assaulted") in a train WITH CCTVs in Scotland on 3/12/2008 (whereas I was in England...) identified me after they saw a picture of me in the Sun (newspaper) in Inverness and/or Aberdeen, in June 2010...(with the articles, almost copied and pasted, from the Irish newspapers (including main editions) of last March...) I wouldn't mind girls without a partner to nicely ? approach me but I never approach girls like that. (**)Also being misunderstood (French accent?) at a Fashion Show open to everyone and organised by some P7 in April 2009 in Aberdeen (in order to raise money for Fair Trade), whereas I mainly went there with genuine motives: to introduce myself and to get in contact with families, in order to find a host family and/or positions and jobs but instead, it was in a local newspaper the day after (and therefore on internet searches like google) Explanations: I was late for the Fashion show and missed it so I asked the staff (a parent or teacher) if I could see some artwork, some pictures and whether they had filmed the Fashion show in order to see the video of it. At court, a teacher admitted that they had just been a bit overcautious when asking me to leave: thank her, the judge didn't charge me with anything (Internet searches kind of do charge me though...) How long is this going to last??? PeoPLe spreading RUMOURS and finding EXCUSES in order to have me hounded, and locked up??? (3 weeks in July on remand in Perth Prison...) I don't want ppl to be scared of me as if I had bad intentions. By the way, even if the girl in question (and other girls I was on my own with) had not been underage, I am not among these men who look for "easy-come-easy-go" love relationships... am I? are you? Actually (as the inspector in Ireland said “When the Gallic French man is ready to decide, maybe we’ll be able to move on then (...)” I hope he has now understood that) anyhow, I just have a Gallic way of loving (not only phallic) I DO HAVE PERSONAL BARRIERS and I have always understood that a relationship with a child (and “vulnerable people”) is not the same as a relationship with a grown-up!! I want to be part of a host family because of several genuine reasons! (not because I have bad intentions) It is already hard naturally to find the best "matches" so if some people carry on putting sticks in our wheels, how harder it is! I give (or try to give) at least respect (and even love and pleasure) so i shd get at least respect, shdn't I? So what shd ppl who don't even try to give respect (and even less love and pleasure) get? What do you think of the "Authorities" doing everything so that the journalists publish my photos with false information in some Inverness area newspapers... (earlier on, mid-June 2010) and then making the police tell me that I might not be safe...and track me everywhere I go!! R they "playing the game" in such a way that the only option I have is to be housed by my parents only? (even more as the dad of the then 8yo girl, at the beginning I was staying at theirs, told me they would never go back to France; they had decided that after leaving France in around 2000) Wd u like to play that bribery or cowardly or traitors' game? I WOULD NOT (even if I had children!!) And the Judge at Killarney Court in Ireland said that if I tried to challenge the conditions (leaving Ireland), he wd send me to jail. Did I have a solicitor? Please tell me, I can hardly remember! I hope at least some of you still believe in Democracy, at least try not to be too credulous and naive any longer... I should not have to remind you that Democracy means "Power to the People (including women, children, special needs, dislabled and elderly people)" therefore every law should be voted by every and each one of us; I don't think Democracy works with so much disdain, misunderstandings, disorder, hypocrisy, ignorance and obscurity and at the scale of so many people in one single country...Tout ca ca m'donne envie de n'avoir que des filles, pas de fils, au cas ou, parce qu'honnetement, ca n'arrive pas aux nounous ou meme a Mary Poppins ce genre d'histoire, si?(quoi qu'en pensent certains Ecossais...) Be prepared: if EVER you were in the same situation and some people asked u (or wondered) "Is she your (his) daughter?" Let's hope we won't have to say to them: "NO she's NOT my daughter [NOR my girl]! I just look after her! And to REASSURE you: in a(n extremely unlikely) situation where the only possibility for us would be that I sleep beside (or with) her (even if she was happy# of such a situation...), I would not be happy and NOT because of what some of you might think but simply because I could involuntarily move and hurt her during our sleep. Doesn't that show how CONSIDERATE I have been??" AND ABOVE ALL, as some of them (you?) carry on that sooo conservative, sooo proud, sooo nosy (so jealous and bitter?) way of thinking, are they (you?) going to try and see more and more, hopefully in a FAIR, EQUAL and DEMOCRATIC way, what happens “behind ALL closed doors” (and underground as well maybe...)?? They (You?) can imagine a WHOLE range of things if they (you?) carry on like that! And ARE some men REALLY in LOVE with an 8 year old girl?? BECAUSE, ABOVE ALL, ARE (WERE THAT) PRETEEN GIRLS REALLY IN LOVE WITH THEM (ME)??) I hardly believe in a girlfriend’s love unless she is my (or I could be her) kind of age... AND if ever someone was SO protective and SO in love with MY 8 year old daughter, I (hopefully my wife as well) would be NICE with them (even if they were not really in love with each other), {[at least as nice as giving him (her) advice (for example, the advice the 8yo girl's dad gave me, for example, in the emails he sent me, for example see the {[(optionally additional details)(...)]} in my "Favourite Quotations" below),]} try to make them reason and just tell them that they would REALLY put themselves quite "AT RISK" BECAUSE how can one know, who(se) nose (is nosy enough that (s)he knows) what they will look like and whether they will still love each other when she is a grown-up and ready to marry?? Also (s)he would MISS her (him) SOOO much SO if (s)he died or started to prefer someone else, would (s)he not? I have never wanted that, have I??? Have you??? (most of you reading this have more experience than me haven’t u? so YOU should agree even more than I do, should you not?) Anyhow, I (and hopefully my wife as well) would not make a big fuss, a big mountain, a big ICEBERG about it... I (and hopefully my wife as well) don't want to get anyone into trouble. I (and hopefully not my wife) have been harassed by some (very libidinous indeed...) gay people before who wanted to have sex with me... have I reported them? No. They didn't rape or hurt or traumatised me, did they? No. And they don't want to, do they? Also when I was a kid some women in their 30s 40s 50s would admire me and say around how handsome and good-looking I was and when I was around 20 they would say that they wished they could be 20 again... (and it is a bit the same with young girls, they just wish(ed) we were the same kind of age together) Well, did anything happen between any of them and me? No! Not even a kiss! (maybe hardly with one woman) Is anything going to happen between any of them and me? I don't know yet but for the young ones they should wait until they are ready for it, should they not? Anyway, all these people (libidinous (and maybe polygamous) gays, women and young girls) I just LOVE them: but that doesn't mean that we would have sex with each other not even kiss each other! (especially with the ones who already have a partner and with those who are underage!!) But how can I (& U) £ov€ ppl who have assaulted me like, for example, these ppl in Boat of Garten, near Aviemore, Scotland, on Sunday the 26th of September 2010 (they also destroyed my tent...) and other ppl threatened me and assaulted me as well: one working for a hostel (Backpackers' hostel in Belfast) at the beginning of May 2010, for the same "reason": the articles published about me (maybe they read my info on my facebook profile as well... but that doesn't seem to make any real improvement so far... will publishing it make at least a wee bit of improvement, at least a wee bit for me, at least 4 a wee while?) They assaulted me because of some ppl (especially journalists) who have raised suspicions about me being a paedo... maybe if I had been CONVICTED not just suspected of assault or even convicted of murder, they wd have just ignored me, who knows? And unlike some JOURNALISTS (at least) said about the Kerry case, I am not a perv and I never look through (bathroom) windows to watch people especially if they are naked! The shortest way to my tent was to walk via the dirt-track that goes along their property and the closest window to it was the bathroom window, that’s all. I almost never used that path anyway! ANYWAY: even if I had done something really bad, {[(as the people in question are Christian)]} should they not forgive? (I don't know) (Or at least believe that humans can improve!) But I haven't, so why do they persist, for example by sending an email to my parents in June, to make sure that they know about the articles written about me (as if I hadn't told them about it already...) Are they trying to MANIPULATE and BRAINWASH (we shd say BRAINDIRT) EVERYONE!!?? AND CARRYING ON THEIR (YOUR) SO CONSERVATIVE, ARCHAIC and even MEDIEVAL WAYS OF THINKING: FOR EXAMPLE, REGARDING THE PREVENTION OF DRIVING OFFENCES, ESPECIALLY SPEEDING, DO THE AUTHORITIES WAIT FOR SUSPICIONS AND COMPLAINTS TO TAKE ACTIONS IN ORDER TO CATCH THE OFFENDERS (AND THE UNPRIVILEDGED EASY PREYS)? NO! SO, AS I SAID ABOVE, CARRYING ON THEIR (YOUR) WAYS OF THINKING, IF THEY (YOU) ARE REALLY HONEST WITH THEMSELVES (YOURSELVES), REGARDING THE PREVENTION OF CHILD OFFENCES (AND SEX OFFENCES AND OFFENCES THAT OCCUR BEHIND CLOSED DOORS OR UNDERGROUND) WHAT THEY (YOU) REALLY WANT (more or less subconsciously) IS TO BE WATCHED BEHIND CLOSED DOORS, AND UNDERGROUND (no matter how deep they (you) try to hide...) (AND PERHAPS CAUGHT IF THEY (YOU) ARE OFFENDERS or let underage children together so that they might commit an “offence” for example, "underage sex") And about the argument with the manager of the smallest distillery in Scotland and the farmer who owns the lands around, I never simulated a sex act or did obscene gestures, this is completely misinterpreted or made up.

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