Wolfpat, what makes you think it is Ralphie who still wants to live, and not you, who doesn’t want to say good-bye?
His appetite has actually increased since his condition started. And although he doesn’t have the control he once did, he’s still trying to go outside twice a day. He tries to keep up with the other dogs to the best of his ability. but most of all, the look in his eyes. I’ve seen a dog’s eyes when he’s done. My I still cry when I think of the babies who’ve left me. But Ralphie is still bright eyed. His eyes tell me he’s irritated at the limitations his condition put him under. But he’s not giving up.
Yes, it pains me to see him struggle, and the on my next day off, I’m going to talk to the vet to see what she’s thinking. If he’s not getting better, I may call it. There is a great pet crematory nearby, and he’ll always be with me.