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‘I Look Forward to Dying:’ U.S. Veteran Fights Gulf War Syndrome
Al Arabiya ^ | 8/16

Posted on 08/19/2015 8:11:44 PM PDT by nickcarraway

Glenn Stewart, a U.S. veteran of the first Gulf War a quarter of a century ago, has a deadly dilemma.

Stewart, who served as a communication specialist in the U.S. forces tasked with taking back Kuwait from the clutches of Iraqi dictator Saddam Hussein in 1991, wants to see his grandchildren grow.

But at the same time, he also waits daily to hear the “good news” of his impending death.

The 54-year-old suffers from what is commonly known as Gulf War syndrome (GWS) or Gulf War Illness (GWI), a cocktail of ailments. Its multiple symptoms are both physical and psychological - chronic fatigue, insomnia, neurological problems, and extreme levels of stress.

It is not that I will commit suicide or want to die, but I look forward to dying because it will end my daily pain and torture

Glenn Stewart, a Gulf War U.S. veteran, who suffers from GWI

“I do want to live long to see my grandchildren grow up and graduate high school, but I am hoping for the good news from a doctor that I will die soon,’” Stewart told Al Arabiya News.

Stewart argued this “sounds irrational and insane to normal everyday people,” but said other veterans would be able to relate.

“It is not that I will commit suicide or want to die, but I look forward to dying because it will end my daily pain and torture,” he lamented.

The veteran described the pain suffered by those with GWI as “extreme,” with some of them taking their own lives as they can no longer tolerate its toll.

Another Gulf War veteran, Richard F. Christense, who currently lives in Germany, complained about his inability to sleep. “[Only] every four days I can sleep. I am always tired,” he said.

The 51-year-old Christense, who described his “bad nerves” as “rattled,” rejects taking sleep pills and is trying his best follow to combat his symptoms with a healthy lifestyle.

Cluster of symptoms

But GWI does not present a consistent cluster of symptoms and can be difficult for doctors to fully diagnose, according to the Veterans Law and Benefits blog, propelling the Veteran Affairs Department (VA) to continually designate it as “undiagnosed illness and medically unexplained chronic multi-symptom illness.”

“I had been fighting with the Veterans Affairs (VA) for about 5 years trying to get help and I was kept being told that my problems were mental in nature and stress related,” Stewart said. “I have been advocating for some years now on reform of the VA to have them follow the law.”

If a veteran is diagnosed with a presumptive condition, he or she is then entitled to medical or disability benefits associated with the diagnosis.

“The bottom line is we seek justice and to help many of those like me who are extremely sick and dying,” Stewart said.

Daunting stories, betrayal

While suggested causes for GWI included depleted uranium, sarin gas, smoke from burning oil wells, vaccinations, combat stress and psychological factors, veterans also blame a mixture of injections and pills – which were originally supposed to protect them against chemical attacks.

In the UK, one of the biggest partners in the U.S.-led Gulf War coalition, 50,000 British servicemen and women blame these injections and pills for their current health issues.

“I took stuff so my body does not react to anthrax and all others mustard gas and whatever the Iraqis might use against us,” Christense, who was specialized in communication, artillery field, sid. “Basically, we took all kind of stuff, like experimentation.”

Stewart also cited a story of betrayal during the time “when Iraqi forces used chemical and biological weapons” against U.S. troops.

“Our chemical alarms were continually going off, but we were being told by higher command that those were false alarms,” he said.

The former head of the Pentagon’s Depleted Uranium Project, Doug Rokke, who become a U.S. army whistleblower, blamed these toxic exposures on the “deliberate actions” of the U.S. military in an address he gave in 2003.

Rokke said that “Department of Defense officials still claim that alarms were all false alarms.”

Citing the memoirs of U.S. top General Norman Schwarzkopf, Rokke said that the military had taken the fateful decision of blowing up Iraq’s stockpiles of chemical and biological weapons with air strikes and artillery fire.

Like his colleagues who were dispatched from green Germany to Iraq, Christense did not receive proper training in a desert environment, leading him at the time to believe that the weapons used were “mini nukes.”

“When I went to Iraq just to observe, I saw an Iraqi soldier. One half of him was normal but other half was a skeleton… ash, that is not normal. It means that the arms used were hotter than the sun, and basically it was a mini small nuclear bomb,” he said, reaffirming that “moisture was turned into dust.”

He added: “We were never told what was going on, there is a lot of mind games.”

Depleted uranium

The Gulf War saw the first use of depleted uranium by Allied forces, exposing both Gulf War veterans and Iraqis to long-term health consequences.

Experts believe the 350 tons of depleted uranium used in the Gulf War by Allied forces have led to high rates of cancer and congenital birth defects in Iraq. In 2014, the Department of Veterans Affairs rejected links between Gulf War service and cancer.

But the year before, several former U.N. and WHO officials claimed there was political interference to suppress scientific evidence of the post-war environmental health catastrophe, UK paper The Guardian reported at the time.

The lack of acknowledgement of the lethality of arms used in the Gulf War meant that current sufferers must depend on themselves for much of their treatment.

In a previous interview with Al Arabiya News, Yahya al-Nasiri, governor of the southern Dhi Qar province, said Iraq was studying new plan on where to bury its piles radioactive waste, which “exacerbated people’s health including high rates of cancer.”

“The U.S. army unfortunately caused an increase in these radioactive material by using uranium and its advanced arms that use a lot of harmful radioactive material,” Nasiri said. “But the U.S. army did not help nor support our projects to get rid of these pollutants.”


TOPICS: Health/Medicine; Local News; Military/Veterans
KEYWORDS: gulfwar; veterans

1 posted on 08/19/2015 8:11:44 PM PDT by nickcarraway
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To: Jet Jaguar

Ping


2 posted on 08/19/2015 8:12:07 PM PDT by nickcarraway
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To: nickcarraway; blueyon; KitJ; T Minus Four; xzins; CMS; The Sailor; ab01; txradioguy; Jet Jaguar; ...

Active Duty/Vet ping.


3 posted on 08/19/2015 8:17:19 PM PDT by Jet Jaguar
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To: nickcarraway
I have two friends who served in the first Gulf War. They were also brothers.

One of the brothers served in the Navy aboard an Aircraft Carrier, the other in an armored tank division.

The one who served in the armored tank division and entered Iraq as the oil fields burned and was subject to all that smoke/dense pollution and Lord knows whatever crap Hussein threw into the air at our guys made him very ill. He was sick for a number of years after coming home from the Gulf War. Numerous trips to the VA, specialists, etc.. No one could seemingly figure out what he had.

As he and his wife wanted to start a family after he came back from the Gulf War, several doctors advised him strongly to not father children and put him in the "gulf war syndrome" sickness category.

(I'm sure there's probably some valuable information I'm missing in my post above, but that's all I can remember to say outside of contacting my friend in California and asking him more specifically why he was told to not father children and calling him for that purpose would IMO be inappropriate. He and his wife did manage to adopt two beautiful children.)

4 posted on 08/19/2015 8:21:08 PM PDT by usconservative (When The Ballot Box No Longer Counts, The Ammunition Box Does. (What's In Your Ammo Box?))
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To: nickcarraway

http://www.coasttocoastam.com/show/2014/04/21

Check out military suicide update on the link.


5 posted on 08/19/2015 8:29:18 PM PDT by Maudeen (A Sinner Saved by Grace)
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To: nickcarraway

http://www.amazon.com/Vaccine-Government-Experiment-Killing-Soldiers/dp/0465021824

Matsumoto starts of the book with by documenting an anthrax incident at a Soviet lab.

The description renders a truly horrible situation that its commons sense we’d want to be protected form.

But OTOH...


6 posted on 08/19/2015 8:35:03 PM PDT by HLPhat (This space is intentionally blank.)
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To: nickcarraway
I can imagine that when you do something with your life that requires the kind of sacrifice that veterans like this one have made, and you pay a big price, but society doesn't care, you have a reaction of profound disilusionment. You see those who haven't sacrificed nonetheless reaping significant rewards - while you get no credit, and you even get derision from those who've not made these sacrifices. This has to have a profound effect on you.
7 posted on 08/19/2015 8:40:32 PM PDT by pieceofthepuzzle
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To: nickcarraway
“When I went to Iraq just to observe, I saw an Iraqi soldier. One half of him was normal but other half was a skeleton… ash, that is not normal. It means that the arms used were hotter than the sun, and basically it was a mini small nuclear bomb,” he said, reaffirming that “moisture was turned into dust.”

Not nukes. Nukes aren't that precise.

Scalar weapons, perhaps. Energy beams. Vaporization.

8 posted on 08/19/2015 9:44:04 PM PDT by Talisker (One who commands, must obey.)
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Obviously all fake. We all know Saddam had no chemical weapons.

in reality. God bless you GW vets. I wasn’t there. Didn’t get the honor of serving with you. (washout after I enlisted and for medical reasons (leaky heart valve) got throwed out. (Not my choice. The “dragon lady” of Fresno MEPS threw me out when I got there). Tried to lie about it but you can’t fake certain medical conditions.


9 posted on 08/20/2015 12:44:18 AM PDT by Organic Panic
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To: nickcarraway

Really makes me wonder why anyone in his right mind would enlist in the military and serve a government as fouled-up and untrustworthy as ours.


10 posted on 08/20/2015 5:01:54 AM PDT by Alberta's Child ("It doesn't work for me. I gotta have more cowbell!")
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To: Organic Panic
The Secret Casualties of Iraq’s Abandoned Chemical Weapons
11 posted on 08/20/2015 10:51:37 AM PDT by Svartalfiar
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